Life.seems so much brighter.

Why?

Haha why?

Why and how?

When and now?

How did this all happen?

In The Moment

I sit in my room don't knowin what to do
Everybody else out in the night on cruise

I got shit to do, errands to take care of
No end in sight, there really someone above?

Friends on the high, cash on the low
Sadly, I spend my friends wherever I go

Lifes slippin, reality ablaze
It all became a blur a thick black haze

People around people say they care
Why the hell do I get same responses from everywher

It cant be them maybe its just me
Whatever is going on just let me be free

Ana mish fahim, mushkeela shu?
ma ba'raf on whats left to do.

Like Voltaire said "Lets cultivate our garden"
Yet my mind is still locked the keys with its warden

I got a new lady, she aint like the other chicks
Too common, recyclable as flick a bics Haaah

Time is a wastin boys on the chase n
girls aint doin nothin but gettin shitfaced and wasted

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what has this life come to?
Questioning God and his desires et tu?

Nothing makes me happy nothing makes me grief
I wrote this poem rambling on but brief

Get me a psychiatrist get me a muse
Whoever it be I'm tired of this abuse.